{"id":1146,"date":"2011-06-22T14:19:43","date_gmt":"2011-06-22T14:19:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/?p=1146"},"modified":"2011-09-04T10:15:10","modified_gmt":"2011-09-04T08:15:10","slug":"ik-kan-het-niet-kan-het","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/?p=1146","title":{"rendered":"IK KAN HET NIET, KAN HET"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"5juni\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1165\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Ik kan het niet, kan het<br \/>\nniet aan, niet nu al, het is te<\/p>\n<p>kort geleden dat ik<br \/>\ndoor die hel moest gaan. Zij<\/p>\n<p>keek mij zwijgend aan, stond<br \/>\nop, liep naar de kraan<\/p>\n<p>waar zij haar handen waste<br \/>\nen kwam terug naar waar ik<\/p>\n<p>op haar wachtte, knielde<br \/>\nnaast me en begon<\/p>\n<p>nog altijd zwijgend, maar zonder<br \/>\nmij aan te zien<\/p>\n<p>aan het ontgespen<br \/>\nvan mijn riem<\/p>\n<p>1992, <em>Eenzang<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"5juni\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1165\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/5juni3.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1146","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-eenzang"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1146","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1146"}],"version-history":[{"count":16,"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1146\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1766,"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1146\/revisions\/1766"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ellydewaard.nl\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}